Flowers

Today held such a sweet surprise. Flowers from my soulmate for my birthday. How lucky am I? I mean granted I would be luckier if she and I could run away To an island faraway with no worries and plenty of hot young studs who compliment us daily....but this life is a good second choice provided I have her to share it with...the good, the lemons, and the subsequent lemon drop shots.
The past couple years have been ever changing for both of us. I am not sure I have ever or could ever trust anyone else. I am not sure everyday love is enough to quantify the emotions I feel for her.
She is my everything.
She is the person who lifts me up,
And the one who catches me when I fall.
She makes me laugh,
And makes me cry - in a good way.
She listens to me,
Reads me,
Hears me,
Knows me,
And creates me.
Sh is crazy enough to love me
And Jack, Sophia, and Riley too.
She can justify anything I do,
from little white lies
To cold hearted truths
From super secret spy work
to blatant stalking
From running away
To surrendering my heart
From forgiveness
To bus driving.
If I need an angel,
Or a devil,
On my shoulder
She is always there.
She encourages me,
believes in me,
Trusts in me,
Inspires me,
Supports me,
And protects me...
Even from myself.
She went with me to the funeral of someone she never knew, the father of a man who at the time was tearing my heart to pieces, just to hold my hand. She even got a speeding ticket for me.
I have been so blessed to have her in my heart and my mind everyday. She reads everything I write and she loves me anyway. She made 7-11 fantastic and laughter part of my daily routine. Without her I would be lost, who knows where, but most definitely alone. I am beyond lucky.

Thank you for being my entire hearts desire. Thank you for being the one person I know won't ever leave. Thank you for letting me cry, laugh, scream, yell, talk, b silent, write and listen when I needed it most.

There I wrote the dedication for my book. LOL love you more than anyone else I have a choice to love.